i feel so........ unproductive today.
i cant afford to procrastinate anymore.

went out n chill just now. it was sooo crowded.. well as expected on saturday nite.
headache n cough is bothering me. :\ i hate it.
jus feel like blogging cos im really really bored. yet i dun wna go n slp.

school is stressing the shit outta me. econs is kiliing me and the fact that i had to study i dont know how many frigging chapters for management n econs really scares me.
good thing is that although im not confident in doing well/passing econs exam , th other paper n class participation will pull me up.
had been having bad cough since a month ago n its not getting better. time to see a doc soon eh? n i bet my lungs r black since ive started smoking at th age of 14?

managed to slack for a bit. had lots of fun yesterday n today. gotta thank my dearest frds for tat (:
yes. i need to start preparing by monday or ill literally be dead.
and ive decided to quit drinking unless im really depressed.
looking at my old post jus cracks me up. its like seeing myself grew up.
from th immature hot tempered me to what i am now.

im so bored.....



reminiscense - south bridge

Different Nights
Different People
Wanting - unwanting
Loving - unloving
Someone falls behind
Someone misses the mark
Someone tires and stops caring

Someone connects wires
Someone misconstrue concepts
Someone's a braggart
And someones a maniac
Someone like you
Someone like me

Don't ignite and not extinguish
Don't Believe Don't Fear Don't Ask
And Relax, And Relax
Don't Believe, Don't Fear, Don't Ask
Don't Believe, Don't Fear, Don't Ask
Don't Believe, don't Fear, Don't Believe, Don't fear
Don't Believe, Don't Fear and Don't Ask

Somewhere we flourish
Somewhere we're endangered
But on our paths, we're be gathered
Someone's a risk and someone fails
Someone understands but unhelpful

Someone Leaves
Someone Returns
Someone finds a new sun
Someone hides behind the bushes
And that someone is me
Someone like you
Someone like me

Don't ignite and not extinguish
Don't Believe Don't Fear Don't Ask
And Relax, And Relax
Don't Believe, Don't Fear, Don't Ask
Don't Believe, Don't Fear, Don't Ask
Don't Believe, don't Fear, Don't Believe, Don't fear
Don't Believe, Don't Fear and Don't Ask

And don't ask
Don't ignite and don't extinguish
Don't believe don't fear, don't ask
And Relax, And Relax
Don't Believe, Don't Fear, Don't Ask
Don't Believe, Don't Fear, Don't Ask
Don't Believe, Don't Fear, Don't Believe, Don't Fear
Don't Believe, Don't Fear, Don't Ask

Hahaha. Fucking sad life.
So many shits happening at 1 go.
I don't know. Things just didn't go like how I expected em to be.
But in life.. Obviously u will encounter 100000000000001 disappointments n u jus gotta deal with it or choose to die instead.
I'm really sick of all this disappoinments thay I really think one of tis days I might jus snap.
I must be wise. Wise enough not to get hurt anymore.
And I must regain my motivation. No point crying over some useless people like em.