i think im suffering from depression.








but i think no one would care. so lets not care.

'' relationships fail because you both are too busy pointing out each other's mistakes and not enough time loving one another ''

'' eventually the fast smses responses will become slow. the long conversation will cut short. the attention they give you will become neglected. the comfort they give you will become something awkward. the time they have for you will become non existent.
the feeling of being close to them will bexome distant. ''


and back to strangers again.

1. Last beverage = plain water
2. Last phone call= F
3. Last text message = D
4. Last song you listen to = ill never forget you
5. Last time you cried = Few days back
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = ya?
7. Been cheated on = yup
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = TOTALLY
9. Lost someone special = not really
10. Been depressed = everyday
11. Been drunk and threw up = yup
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. black
13. brown
14. lime green

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = yup
16. Fallen out of love = yup
17. Laughed until you cried = yup
18. Met someone who changed you = not really
19. Found out who your true friends were = yup
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yup
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = yeah?
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = not sure.
24. Do you have any pets = NOPE
25. Do you want to change your name = middle name n surname pls
26. What did you do for your last birthday = nth much
27. What time did you wake up today = 7 30 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = sick?
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = 4 more days
30. Last time you saw your Mother= few weeks ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = wow. lots of stuff
32. What are you listening to right now = still the same - ill never forget you
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = flu n sore throat
35. Who's that one person you can't forget = my mother
36. Where's your favourite place to shop = anywhere
37. Nickname = YL
38. Relationship Status = single n happy
39. Zodiac sign = taurus/gemini
40. He or She = she
41. Elementary = queenstown pri sch
42. High School = outram sec sch
43. College = MDIS
44. Hair colour = brown
46. Height = 160? -.-
47. Do you have a crush on someone = i do
48. What do you like about yourself = hmmm
49. Piercings = 5
50. Tattoos = of cos. bt sum1 wouldnt let. pfft.
51. Righty or lefty = right
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery= Never had.
53. First piercing = Ear
54. First best friend = i forgot
55. First sport you joined = badminton?
56. First vacation = i forgot
58. First pair of trainer = dun rmb
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = nothing
61. I'm about to = wait for my vid to load finish
62. Listening to = same la
63. Waiting for = sum1

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = no
65. Get Married? = yeah?
66. Career? = idk
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes = Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = Kiss
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = i dont care
71. Romantic or spontaneous = both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = i dont care
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = hook ups
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = no to both
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = i tink so?
77. Drank hard liquor = yea.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = glasses
79. Sex on first date = no?
80. Broke someone's heart = yea
82. Been arrested = nope
83. Turned someone down = Yeah.
85. Fallen for a friend = hmm

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
86. Yourself = maybe
87. Miracles = no
88. Love at first sight = no
89. Heaven = no
90. Santa Claus = NO
91. Kiss on the first date = hmm
92. Angels= yea

im really really absofuckinglutely hating you.



i dont know what to do/say anymore.

i just need sum1 to tok to me. cant take it alr.

its has been a ver longggggggggg time since i was smiling like jus now.
but ive to realise that good times doesnt last forever.
life is a roler coaster. ive to brace myself up for th worst that could happen pretty soon.

1. What is your first name?: yulia

2. straight or not straight? not

3. Are you a girly girl?: not really

4. Who was the last person you hugged?: F

5. Small or large purses?: large

6. Are you short?: kinda

7. Do you like somebody: yep

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?: depends on who

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?: nope

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?: nope

11. Are you double jointed?: what?

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?: toilet

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?: nope

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?: nope

16. How many guys will read this just because it says “Girl Confessions”?: no idea

“X” Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[ ] I like country
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

17. What color is your bra that your wearing?: beige

18. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?: light

19. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?: no

20. Do you have a best friend(s)?: yep

21. Have you ever had your heart broken?: once

22. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?: yep

23. Do you like your life?: nope

24. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?: nope but tried to

25. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?: yep

26. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?: equally same

27. How long have you had Facebook?: 3 years

28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? : yep

29. What are your biggest fears?: heartbreaks

30. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?: yep

31. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?: yep, her

32. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a
cheater”?: of cos

33. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?: yep

34. Do you ever wish you were famous?: yep

35. Are you currently missing someone? yep

This or that?

Punk/Goth or Gangster?: punk/goth

Preppy or Cowboy?: preppy

Face or Body?: body

Sweet or Sexy?: sexy

Well-educated or Dropout?: depends

Armani or Abercrombie?: abercrombie

City-slicker or Rural Guy?: city

Blue, Green, Grey, or Brown eyes?: brown

Contacts or Glasses?: contacts

More Questions.
36. Eyeliner or Mascara?: eyeliner

37. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?: lv

38. Pumps or flats?: pumps

39. Skirts or pants?: pants

40. Socks or leggings?: leggings

41. Hoodies or jackets?: hoodies

42. Heels or sneakers?: heels

43. Straight or curly hair?: straight

44. Hoop or dangling earrings?: hoop

45. White or black?: black

46. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?: vs

47. Smoothies or lattes?: smoothies

48. Diet or regular sodas?: diet

49. Water or daiquiris?: water

50. Pearls or diamonds?: diamonds

51. Vintage or boho?: vintage

52. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: none

53. Lindsay or Hilary?: none

54. Ipod or cell phone?: cell fone

55. Friends or family?: friends

56. Lip gloss or lip stick?: lip gloss

57. Manicure or pedicure?: manicure

58. Tiffany’s or Chanel?: chanel

59. Love or peace?: love

60. Sunglasses or purses?: purse

In a girl or guy…
Funny or Serious?: both

Romantic or Daredevil?: both

Cute or Hot?: cute

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: dark

Long Hair or Short Hair?: short

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?: straight

Clean-cut or Rough?: clean

Good Dancer or Good Singer?: good dancer

Basketball Player or Football Player?: basketball

Jock or Rebel?: rebel

Smoker or Non-smoker?: both

Druggie or Clean?: clean

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?: motorcycle

Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?: clean shaven

Younger or Older?: both

Player or Loyal?:loyal