aft a 2nd thought i decided to revive tis blog agn from its eternal damnation..
Lots of memories swam back to me whn i 1st made tis blog under the influence of sum1 n in the hope of pouring my frustration,share my hapiness and cure my loneliness. The memories,evry post tat ive deleted made tis blog unbearable to be damned forever.

Lots of tings had bin happening recently which makes me wonder how an unstable person lyk me could manage to survive all tis mixed up thoughts without exploding or went berserk lyk wad used to happen before. Regrets began to resurface once agn. over different stuff.

Tat aside, thr sum1 hu used to b my best frd. N i gt rly close to her once..
Tat seemed ages ago. Nw the agonising fact shows ryt infront of my face, tat both of us were so far apart.. Torn n separated greatly by tym. I mis those days whn we cn pon sch tgt, chat in msn almoz evryday n sms non stop lyk nbd busines. Nw were nt more thn a stranger. Cn we stil cal each other gd frd lyk we use to b?

N nw. Th onli tings tat i crave badly is to pass eoy n gt promoted to sec 4. Exam is juz in 2 weeks n im simply dying. I nid my painkiller..
So many subj i had to revise n im aiming to pas 2 languages,humans n busines which seems to be totaly absurd. Maths test tmr n i cant b bothered to even study as idk wad the chapt is even toking abt.
Thr r thoughts tat r stil un answerable.. lyk hw to escape frm my family, wad course shd i take aft sec sch,wad wil b workin as,my future..
My eyes r half closing yet i stil wanted to type to pour my untold frustration.

Life simply sux. Yet its inevitable.


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yawns..